So What?

words and music by R.L. Hargis

So what if I can't find the answer this time
So what if salvation still stays out of reach
So what if all my fantasies turn to nightmares
So what if I can't practice what they preach
So what if my sanity evades me
And peace goes slipping through my trembling hands
So what if nothing's left that satisfies me
And I'm lost in this world that I don't understand

Now I've come to find out that no one cares
If I go out of my mind, there's no one there
So I'll drink til I go blind
And I'll leave you all behind
Cause I've finally come to find out no one cares

So what if these secrets that surround me
Are the cause of this mind-shattering shame
So what if I'm wrong on all the answers I thought I had
So what if I'm the only one to blame

Now I've come to find out that no one cares
If I go out of my mind, there's no one there
So I'll drink til I go blind
And I'll leave you all behind
Cause I've finally come to find out no one cares

So what if I'm the only one who knows me
So what if I'm lost alone out here
So what if I can't seem to face another fucking day
So what if I'm strangled by my fear

Now I've come to find out that no one cares
If I go out of my mind, there's no one there
So I'll drink til I go blind
And I'll leave you all behind
Cause I've finally come to find out no one cares

So what, if I can't find the answer this time.

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